Puppy love & practical jokes

Just a quick post while I wait for good whose in the dispensary. (yay!) My dog missed me SOOOO much she made me cry when I got home. She kept jumping up and down and was almost crying in excitement. I snapped some cute candids of her hamming it up for the camera this morning. 

   
 
My mom is coming over with my aunt who will be meeting Maizy for the first time! Yay! More family reunion time! 

Here’s a funny pic of my cat and his new lover. (My roommate/best friend of 25 years hid this doll in my room to scare me when I got home. It worked) 

  
  
Creepy!!!!

Bitching

I basically got hired at Ford today until there was a problem with my drug test. I explained I take adderall and I’ve always had to verify with the employer that I’m on it (tests positive for meth) but I also had a bunch of pain medication from when I was in the hospital. So I told them hey, I’m going to fail this but I can verify it. So my results come back. NONE OF THE DRUGS I TAKE SHOWED UP. But cocaine and PCP did. WHAT THE FUCK?!?! So I talked to the general manager and gave him my doctor and pharmacies numbers to verify my story. I’ve had false positives for PCP before but the entire text does not make sense. 
I’m supposed to hear something from another place by tomorrow. Yesterday they said within 48 hours which is tomorrow. Can’t I catch a break?
I’m glad I’ll be in Chicago for the weekend and just take a break from everything. 
I just had a crazy allergic reaction so my amazing roommate got me some Benedryl which can cause a false positive for PCP on a drug test. (In case you ever run into this) 
Im also trying to quit smoking too. When I had my hospital follow up my doc said smoking is worsening my stomach condition. I had patches in the hospital but when right back to smoking when I got out. But my insurance coves it instead of me paying $100+ out of pocket. 
Even though I’m pissed about this job thing right now, I still have to post my outfit and a selfie. 
   

   
I just got a bunch of new clothes from my mom yesterday. Including this super chic bag. 

  
My friends birthday present arrived today. It’s so her style and perfect for her. I decided to give it to her early. It’s a tank top that says worlds greatest tattooed mom, courtesy of http://www.rebelcircuis.com It’s seriously my new fav site. 

I was really hoping it was the leggings I ordered! My black ones have been sewn so many times. They never have them in stock In the store so I got 2 pairs of black ones and a Grey pair. But I honesty live in my black leggings. 

Alright well the allergy medicine is starting to kick in and I can’t keep my eyes open. Let alone finish this blog. Although I wish this what was happening. 

   

 

Day drinking

Well I had a grand ole time day drinking with my bestie today. I’d post some selfies of us, but I only post pics of myself and keep my friends identities private. Well day drinking turned into day shopping. I really just came on here to post all the cool shit I got today.

OHhhhhhhhhhhh and I wanted and excuse to show off my day drinking outfit:

(I had my outer space leggings on with them which made the outfit so much more bad ass)

My grand total on all my shopping purchases today? $15 mother fuckers! Suck on that! Maybe you should get drunk and go shopping more often because apparently everything is cheaper that way. Anyway, I am waiting for my boo to get back here. He’s staying overrrrrr. My bestie I hung out with tonight is such a doll face that she actually took my laundry home to her house (since I don’t have a washer & dryer) and is going to do it for me! What a sweettttttie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ❤ ❤

Well I’m going to watch a movie and cuddle with this cute little (well not so little) fuzz ball!

Life changes, changing life

I’ve been thinking a lot about what’s going to happen with this move. Living here and meeting the people I’ve met has been a great experience for me. I was thrown out on my ass with no place to go. I was taken in by a good friend of mine who helped me find the place I’m being evicted from. Sure, it’s not the greatest place or somewhere I ever imagined myself living, but it taught me a very important lesson. It showed me that instead of crying and whining about shit, just pick yourself up off the floor and do something about it.

I’ve never denied to anyone that’s called me out that I’m spoiled. So my entire life someone has always cleaned up my messes. But this time it was different. No one wanted me. I realize now that I would’ve done the same thing if I was them. I had to learn that at some point in my life I have to grow up and figure shit out on my own.

I’m so grateful for my best friend for letting me live with her. I feel like it will be really good for the both of us. She’s been through so, so, so, SO much and she definitely deserves a break. I feel like I can be that break for her. Right now I’m unemployed but I plan on paying her what I can for rent and bills, I’m hustling in so many ways for a job and money. I love her kids like they are my own so she also just got in a built in baby sitter. No more struggling with all the kids to run simple errands any more boo! 😉

If I could EVER have a roommate, it’d be her. She’s said the same thing. We just don’t like people. LOL I’m am hopeful for the future and know this will be a great experience for the both of us. We have been through hell and back over the past 25 years, so this just kind of makes sense. No joke I am literally crying as I type this right now. That’s how strongly I feel about this.

Anyway, my dad works for Ford and told me there might be an opportunity for me to get in and work there as well. It would start off as a temporary position, but could lead to full time. It’s also a UNION job which I fucking support the union 90t8w 985 3028%. They have been great to my dad who found this job way too late in life, but found it after he divorced my mother so all this money is 100% his and I’m very happy for him. No offense to my mom or anything, she’s my best friend, but she was always very controlling with their money because she made it known she made more. I jokingly call her my personal shopper now but she’s not taking money away from anyone (like my dad). she actually just came over here and dropped off a couple of dresses.

My mom also got me these Hello Kitty candies that I’m about to smash. I am sick AGAIN so candy will definitely make me feel better. Right? Right!

In other news, I talked to the prosecutor about the case involving my car. He is sending me a letter that I will take to the Secretary of State that allows me to get a REAL LICENSE PLATE BACK ON MY CAR. I have had a paper plate in my back window since this incident happened which was mid March. It’s annoying as fuck because they can pull me over at any time. Also, when it rains they can’t see it. But yayyyyyy! I’m finally getting my plate back. The ONLY thing I’m a little upset about is that I’ve had the same plate number since I got my first car and I won’t have that one anymore. 😦 I’m thinking positively though because something bad has happened with every single one of my cars. So maybe the plate number was a bad omen? I guess we’ll just have to wait and see.

I have to find a job. Unemployment and prostitution is great. Um what? haha Just making sure you’re still with me there. No but seriously, this is boring. I know I will regret that when it’s like 80 degrees outside and I could just sit around and get tan all day long and get paid for it. Buttttttt I like working. I’ve worked since I was 14, so that’s over half my life! My “friend” recently got a job so he’s never around to hang out with either. My bipolar has recently been keeping me down and not wanting to look for jobs, so I can’t find anything if I’m not looking. After I post this blog I’m going to get back on track. I already have the tabs open and ready to go. Plus I’m waiting to hear back from my dad about where to apply at his work. Cha ching $$$ I also have to start organizing my stuff and start packing it up soon. I’ve decided I’m going to move my stuff at night so they don’t know what’s up. I’m a shady bitch like that. Fuck you and this piece of shit. Ahhhh, I love swearing.

Also for extra motivation I have the House station on Pandora blasting through these subs with the bass going. Who gives a fuck if I piss these neighbors off, right?? RIGHT!

(click on image to make larger because these songs are stellarrrrrr)

Alright that’s it for me today. I’m going to rest and drink a lot of water and try to fight this thing. I have a good combo of over the counter meds I can take that will kick this things ass. A doctor I used to work for told me about it because I didn’t have insurance for a while so he always helped me out. Till we meet again….