Bitching

I basically got hired at Ford today until there was a problem with my drug test. I explained I take adderall and I’ve always had to verify with the employer that I’m on it (tests positive for meth) but I also had a bunch of pain medication from when I was in the hospital. So I told them hey, I’m going to fail this but I can verify it. So my results come back. NONE OF THE DRUGS I TAKE SHOWED UP. But cocaine and PCP did. WHAT THE FUCK?!?! So I talked to the general manager and gave him my doctor and pharmacies numbers to verify my story. I’ve had false positives for PCP before but the entire text does not make sense. 
I’m supposed to hear something from another place by tomorrow. Yesterday they said within 48 hours which is tomorrow. Can’t I catch a break?
I’m glad I’ll be in Chicago for the weekend and just take a break from everything. 
I just had a crazy allergic reaction so my amazing roommate got me some Benedryl which can cause a false positive for PCP on a drug test. (In case you ever run into this) 
Im also trying to quit smoking too. When I had my hospital follow up my doc said smoking is worsening my stomach condition. I had patches in the hospital but when right back to smoking when I got out. But my insurance coves it instead of me paying $100+ out of pocket. 
Even though I’m pissed about this job thing right now, I still have to post my outfit and a selfie. 
   

   
I just got a bunch of new clothes from my mom yesterday. Including this super chic bag. 

  
My friends birthday present arrived today. It’s so her style and perfect for her. I decided to give it to her early. It’s a tank top that says worlds greatest tattooed mom, courtesy of http://www.rebelcircuis.com It’s seriously my new fav site. 

I was really hoping it was the leggings I ordered! My black ones have been sewn so many times. They never have them in stock In the store so I got 2 pairs of black ones and a Grey pair. But I honesty live in my black leggings. 

Alright well the allergy medicine is starting to kick in and I can’t keep my eyes open. Let alone finish this blog. Although I wish this what was happening. 

   

 

Money makes me move

Have you ever felt like you just floated through the day? Well I have, and today was one of those days. I can’t describe it other than I floated through the day. What I mean is that nothing really significant happened today, so it all just kind of seemed rather dull. So instead of feeling productive, I just felt blahhhhh….like I just floated through the day. Maybe you understand? But I titled this blog because apparently money will make me move. I’ll explain….

Last night I received a check for $200. I didn’t really NEED to cash the check today because I had nothing to buy. I ended up at Walmart this afternoon where I first tried to cash my check. I wasn’t able to because the address on the check doesn’t match the address on my driver’s license. This pissed me off. I found another place that would cash it, which also happens to be a gas station. I decided to get gas, then cigarettes, and of course something to drink.

I came back home to finish getting ready for a doctor’s appointment I had. So I went to that, it was great, then I had to jump over to the pharmacy to get my prescriptions. Shouldn’t have spent any money at Walgreen’s since all my prescriptions are FREE with my new insurance. However I did have to wait 20 minutes, which prompted me to browse around the store. I ended up with some makeup, juice, dog treats, nail stuff, a birthday card, and some other shit. I get to the counter and my 20 minute wait time at Walgreen’s just cost me $54!!! What!?

So yeah, I just kind of floated through the day.

Hmmm…. what else did I do today? Oh yes! I ordered my sister’s birthday presents. Our birthdays are 2 years and 2 days apart. She text me today asking what I wanted for my birthday, then I asked her what she wanted. As a kid I always hated sharing my birthday, birthday parties and birthday cakes with my sister. But now that I’m older I miss it so much. We rarely spend our birthdays together since I live in Michigan and she lives in Arizona, so it’s not the same anymore. I also went online to show her what I wanted only to find that it’s OUT OF STOCK. All these months I’ve had this shit in my favorites bookmark specifically for my birthday, and now that it’s April IT’S OUT OF STOCK? Well, that’s what they wanted me to believe.

Inflatable Unicorn Head

The website is actually a company I did advertising for a couple of months back. So I pulled that card and sent an email. Of course they remembered me, and actually said they do have one in stock. SWEET. Sorry guys, it was out of stock, but if you’re awesome like me and say hey, I did advertising for you guys, then BOOM it magically becomes in stock! SCORE!

I just came back from my mom’s house. She kept telling me she bought me something for my birthday to match something I already have. Here’s the thing, I have so much shit that I had no idea what she could’ve possibly gotten me. She got me these Coach sandals to match the purse I already have! (pictured below)

I took my dog on her second ride today and I just picked up some Burger King. Someone won’t leave my side in case I drop a fry on the floor.

Alright well if this hasn’t completely bored you to death, I also wanted to briefly mention an organization yesterday that I’m really excited to start working with. It’s called Stamp Out Stigma, and it was designed to to reduce the stigma surrounding mental illness and substance use disorders. Their main website can be found here You can also find them on Facebook, Twitter and Youtube. I would also encourage for you to show your support for Mental Illness by wearing one of these bracelets. Whether you struggle with it yourself, a loved one, family member, or just because you support this cause.

Here is their support page where you can order the bracelets, update your Facebook photo to show support. and take the pledge. I ordered some bracelets last night. You have to order a minimum of 5, which I am pretty sure I can find 5 of my friends and family members who would be willing to wear this to show their support for me, and for the cause. I will be ordering more! If you are interested in one, please let me know, I will even buy them for you. They’re all about trying to erase the stigma that comes with having these disorders. I’m kind of trying to do that with this blog.

I think I’m going to veg out for the rest of the night and rape Netflix. I finally got my sleeping medication so I predict I will be going to bed very early tonight, and I will stay asleep allllllllllllll night. Ah, that just sounds like heaven right now because I’ve only been sleeping about 3-4 hours a night. (No naps either!) I just made this:

Ohhhhhhhhhhh and in case any of you have forgotten….

Peace out my lovely readers, and THANK YOU for all of your support of this blog.Please feel free to share it with your friends. I don’t actively promote this blog on any of my social media outlets because it’s something I kind of hide from most people, unless I trust them enough to read it. (and that’s a very, very, VERY, small list.) I would definitely like to get the word out there about my blog.